most times, we assess the effectiveness of something by what we sense. but we are sensation-less spiritual beings. there is no point in dipping down into sensation to see "if r3x worked"

but anyway, I had a great session today. I had a serious ridge that was driving me crazy all week. and i ended up line-charging by the end of session.

i picked up my guitar and noticed how I was whizzing through the scales and hardly paying any attention to what i was doing. DAMN! now that's the power of r3x!

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Dear Terrence,

Dear Per (I have to meet you with the same compassionate intent that you carry)

No my dear, my understanding is not wrong, it is MY understanding.

Yes, I did not say it was wrong. It said it was incorrect. And I defined incorrect as not lining up with something else (in this case Jolanda's understanding and mine).

I am sorry that you feel like you write towards me, my opinions and my
friends ditto.

This sentence doesnt make any sense. The word 'write' in that sentence confuses me. I am a native English speaker and have no idea what the word 'write' is doing at that place in that sentence.

Don't take it as facts.

Jolanda will be here for an evening with dinner soon, and I will ask
her for specifics as I can't use your generalities for anything. Please
know that genearalities can CREATE charge wheras specifics can
BLOW charge. Also with the originator my friend. That's YOU.

I appreciate the information about generalities and specifics. I wasnt exactly aware of it in that terms. It seems to relate to the idea of seeing similars as sames: if I see similar things as that same, then I am being general about things I need to be specific about.

Which point of yours did I not address in your opinion?

In this communication of mine:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FREEZONE_EARTH/message/3651

You did not respond, but chose to end the comm cycle. There are numerous queries from me in that email. I will list the last one in there, but it certainly was not the only one:

> This is how
> meglomaniacs look at things.
>
Do you have a specific issue with the chapter 'The Three Universes'
(http://spiritologie.eu/index.php?id=40&L=0) or any other chapter that
implies the Spiritologie teachings encourage or promote megalomania?

Offcourse the statements I made was based on MY view of the
world, as that is (even pr. Spiritologie) my truth.

Yes, but your statements contradict pre-83 Scientology and Spiritologie regarding the seniority of considerations of matter. This is a Freezone Scientology discussion forum. Such comments are commonly found on anti-Scientology forums. I told you that you wont find a shred of data in any Scientology text supporting your view.  But I am also sensitive to the danger of a community being a cult. But it completely stuns me that 3 senior auditors would hold such an out-tech view and join hand-in-hand in supporting it.

I am sorry if you
do not like it my friend, but you have to get used to, sooner or later,
that people have different views on a lot of things than you do. It
is time to be real in a real world for all of us. We can all have
different actualities in our own universes. That is a freedom to
do, be and have as YOU want too Terrence.

You are 100% correct. Conflict occurs when two forces oppose.

This is the central point of what I was trying to say.

1. you have a full right to self-determinism
2. you have a full right to develop A.R.C. with beings of similar determinism
3. such a 3rd dynamic becomes strong and forms its own group
4. I saw a 3rd dynamic being formed between you, AE and Heidrun and I felt left out because I hold a different view
5. FREEZONE_EARTH has loose guidelines for 3rd dynamic that allows for your viewpoint, even though it is out-tech

Hammering out any new tech means stagnation, reactionarism,
robotism, and no development. Tech has to change constantly
as cases change constantly. That is also the only reason for the
existance of Spiritologie...

Interesting viewpoint.

To me the correct tech is the tech that create a needed and wanted
result. I have been doing that for more than 40.000 hours in the
chair, so please believe me, I know what I am talking about.

Results are definitely what count.

What
is your experience?

I am receiving r3x auditing. I am preclear. 3 total years of Scientology, most of it in the freezone. Only started receiving auditing seriously in the past 6 months having surveyed the landscape for awhile.

My understanding do not have to lign up with anyone elses, that would
be the stupidification process nr. one. Same goes for you. Loose your
own understanding, and you have lost everything. To me you seem to
be heading that way when you see a lot of disagreements around you,
that is not understanding!!

Hmm. So the Per-Terrence conflict was a compulsive/subconscious/aberrant creation of a Thetan who fell prey to certain limitations it was not aware of.

I wouldnt have had a disagreement if I had stayed on Spiritologie forums only. I would be getting congratulated on _correct_ understanding. But I see myself as doing front-line battle work. They dont waste any time with you and have no interest in fixing your misunderstandings about their personalities or tech. If you want to condemn them with ignorance and out-tech, they are fine with that. I'm here to help.

Maybe I should start by getting some info on why you hold your viewpoints. Or I should communicate about my motivations? Or maybe just drop the whole thing and agree to disagree? I dont have much time for email banter with all my studying honestly.

When you see people as being against you, right or not, you will not be
a very happy person, believe me, I have been there myself. Call me
naiive, but I promish you, the world looks best from the positive side.

yes, I was unhappy when I wrote the initial email "Raising the ARC" but I am trying to stay in communication with some people who I see as being against some views that I hold. But whom I respect.

It's good that you realize that YOU created the ridge yourself, that is
step One. But what are you going to do about it? I would just love
seeing you taking some action and get out of it.

Hmm, change MY considerations??? Hmm....

Don't forget that you can't force people to communicate. Trying to
do so is trying to introduce slavery again.

yes, I was just hoping that we could have some basic agreements on this list about what will work. And since this is a scientology forum, I would think some basic ideas about communication would be an acceptable bottom line that we must (?) agree one.

All beings have the right
to play any game, stop playing or not playing at all.

Yes, we cant forget that. And we cant forget to take full responisibility for whatever situation we get into.

Same with
communication. I chose to communicate with you again, because
what you write about me, I see as your non-understanding of
me and what i do. You are very welcome to ask me any question,
and I will answer you as well as I can (within reasonable limits).

I wish you a very happy holiday and a new year with lot's of blue
skies and sunny seas and lot's and lot's of new understanding
within all your impulses and endavours.

happy holidays, Per.

Everlove
Per

-------Original Message-------

From: Terrence Brannon (OSA, Division Freezone)
Date: 19-12-2010 05:19:25
To: FREEZONE_EARTH@yahoogroups.com
Cc: #livingcosmos.org@posterous.com; Colleen Peltomaa; Multi Genius
Technologies, Un-Ltd
Subject: [FREEZONE_EARTH] Raising the ARC on FREEZONE_EARTH! ((tags:
scientology))

This email has some name-calling in it, but it is done with the belief
that communication, ethical communication, raises the ARC. In other
words, this is a 100% raise-up email with an eye towards raising ARC on
FREEZONE_EARTH.

I left the techs4reality mailing list because I felt they were hell bent
on case inval.
I am very uncomfortable on this FREEZONE_EARTH mailing list for similar
reasons:

# out-tech/misunderstood tech

Per made several statements based on his own worldview that are at odds
with Scientology and Spiritologie tech. In the name of experimentation
to break new ground, this should be welcomed. In the name of KEEPING
SCIENTOLOGY WORKING, it should be hammered out.

I certainly shouldn't have created a ridge based on my lack of reality
with him. I appreciate how upset I got at his statements because it
shows poor confront.

Nonetheless, his understanding of Spiritologie is incorrect. But
incorrect simply means it doesnt line up. Jolanda sees his flawed
understanding and I do. Note that Per is not _wrong_ - simply incorrect.

# arc breaks

## per breaks the comm cycle

Per ended our conversation on 'knowing versus agreement' without
addressing my points.

## heidrun breaks the comm cycle

Heidrun has 2 open comm cycles with me on 'knowing versus agreement'

## Robert D. broke the comm cycle

Yes, even my all-perfect auditor broke a comm cycle. Heidrun was trying
to understand why Robert didnt believe Andreas Buttler was still alive
and Robert said he shouldnt have to explain why. It took prompting from
me to elicit communication from him about the issue.

# everyone's against terrence

AE Everlight joined forces with Heidrun and Per (and hence against me)
in the 'knowing versus agreement' discussion. This made it 3 versus 1. I
felt mis-understood. When communication is not acknowledged, it hurts.
Feeling alone hurts. This would not happen in the Co$. It doesnt happen
in a fundamentalist church. But when you have a loose organization that
encourages free thought, severe arc drops are bound to happen and it did
happen. But writing this email is healing me by the minute.

# spiritologie sucks and should stay that way

There is a strong urge to down Spiritologie. I've made requests to
discuss the text openly, but the urge seems to be to paint them as the
bad guys. It seems to be more fun for them to remain wrong and bad than
to discuss the specific issues with the text. It would be easier for me
to drop out of this list and simply join them and only communicate with
them, but that does not heal the rift. And that is symptomatic of cult
behavior.

I am inviting constructive criticism of the Spiritologie *text* - 2nd
hand rumors about Rolf Dane and Caspar are irrelevant to the validity of
the *text* itself.

# productive use of time

I am 80% done with the Spiritologie online course and have restarted my
work in Dianetics: The Original Thesis with the IFA. On top of that,
there are several texts I need to study as well as receive r3x auditing
from Rob D. It does not seem productive to come here and be ignored.
However, I do believe that communication is the universal solvent. If
Per (or others) want to hold anti-Scientology viewpoints (based on
pre-83 LRH), then it is an opportunity for me to communicate until we
resolve the discussion instead of creating ridges.

Now accusing someone of anti-Scientology viewpoints is a loaded gun. And
given that any scientology tech is based on the technical dictionary.
And given that the technical dictionary is often vague or ambiguous, it
is actually impossible to truly have a single coherent Scientology.

And ultimately what I experience is the direct result of my thinking, so
I chose to degenerate into this game of other-determinism.

I guess what I am asking is not to drop comm cycles and to keep a mind
towards ethics. In an open place like FREEZONE_EARTH, we have to remain
open to all ideas, even those apparently anti-Scientology, in the name
of breaking new ground.

But can we not agree that comm cycles should complete and that ethics is
mandatory? We need some ground rules. And we need some to smoke a little
cannabis together some time

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• ECKANKAR - return to the Soul plane
• Hinayana Buddhism - note the impermanence and unsatisfactory nature of all phenomena
• Scientology - be a at cause. happiness is just a valence you can assume

Today's session -

The emerging procedure:

1. Self-determinism is a 1st impulse without a subconscious
2. A being without a subconscious does not engage in automatic behavior
3. Blinking and breathing are largely automatic in most humans all the time
4. TR-0 has never had any restrictions on breathing
5. TR-0 once had a rule to not blink but it led to people taking a long time on the drill and/or cheating to get by. Eventually LRH relaxed the rule (personal communication with YK)
6. Your subconscious will try to trick you into breathing and blinking and swallowing without your consent.
7. Not swallowing for 5 minutes is not fatal
8. Holding off on blinking for 15 seconds (e.g. while you allow the body to breathe) is not fatal
9. Only blink or breathe - dont allow both to occur at once. Note the overwhelm moment when you give in to the urge and allow the urge to be satisfied - but only one urge at a time.
10. Note the urge to swallow but do not obey it

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Session Report

When one finishes a session of this TR-0 you feel quite different about something as simple as picking up a pencil - you have created some space between the urge and the action and have freedom of choice.

TR-0, Confronting

TR-0, Confronting is described at this Clearbird page:
http://freezoneearth.org/Clearbird/TRsCourse2004/manual/11trs_ep.htm It drills 5 parts of the communication cycle:
- Observation - bare perception
- Distance - separation between two terminals
- Consideration - I'm not sure how consideration is being used in
this context.
- Attention - deciding to observe a particular terminal
- Confront - to be here comfortably and perceive Based on the above, it is clear that all but distance can be drilled
via voice chat (e.g. Skype, Yahoo).

Prior Work in Internet Processing

* My initial TR-0 attempt - http://vimeo.com/16862422
* iCans - http://icanspage.wordpress.com/
* Paul Adam's Robot Supervisor - http://fzglobal.org/robot/TRs0-4/
* r3x - Robert DuCharme's technique -
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Dianetic_R3X_Discussion/

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Theravada Buddhists become very capable of seeing the stillness in apparent moving objects BUT they still think there are objects there.

Zen Buddhists become very capable of stilling the mind so that nothing --- including a body even appears.

The form of Buddhism most in line with Scientology is Zen Buddhism.

Cream for dry or moist hands?

--- Andreas Buttler in his book "Spiritologie"

The "zodiac-boys", I don’t even want to start with, who always happily bring up planetary-constellations at the moment of birth, to try to excuse their almost impossible style of addressing one in such an aggressive tone, that one could only get the feeling one is the original sin personified. If one then points this out to the person once in a while, one gets a “well, you know I don’t do this with any bad intention”. You know I am a scorpion and they always have their scissors out very fast. Aha! Now it is clear of course why no responsibility for their behaviour can be granted there. Scorpion! One however, should have known that beforehand as one immediately would have understood and could have accepted any verbal brutality on the part of that person!

-- Andreas Buttler in his book "Spiritologie"