1 - learning female Sacred Spot massage and experiencing female shakti flow.. mamma mia!

2 - scientology

3 - the floatation tank: the one time I managed to have all sorts of otherwordly experiences with no teacher involved. But then you take external suggestions and people tell you about Sant Mat and the planes of existence and you learn that astral travel, remote viewing are lower skills and that you must follow a Perfect Living Master to get the real God Realm. And I like the Sant Mat cosmology quite a bit. And a tank requires a lot of setup. A good Kundalini experience can mimic it without all the setup.

So we'll see

#1 and #2 could potentially get put together. A female Freezone Scientologist I know is interested in tantra... que sera, sera

And yes, I could get her in the tank and introduce her to psychedelics as well!

The Quiet Center wrote:
> Finally got around to updating it:
> > http://bit.ly/8m56rp
> > I'm a bit tired of switching spiritual systems, but the quest for the
> best must continue?
>

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I cannot say that the dry ecstasy I felt was as pleasurable as ejaculating. I certainly lasted as long as I wanted, but it was not quite as sensational.

One other practice I have done in the past is female sacred spot massage. This put me in a non-ejaculatory mode immediately, without any need for PC muscle contractions or breathing awareness. I think most premature ejaculation has something to do with trying to dominate or control the female as opposed to submitting to her shakti.

-- Jolan Chang - The Tao of  Love and Sex

• Did you enjoy making yourself cum? I hope so!--- It didnt happen. Since starting rebirthing breathing, I think my energy channels are more connected and the ecstasy just flows upward.
• Could you distinguish between the sensations of the emission phase and expulsion phase?--- i had dry ejaculations... full contractions of the entire groin area but no fluid flow
• Were there any beliefs or emotions that came up for you during or after self-pleasuring all the way? --- yes, I lost all my vital energy... oh no! now, I didnt lose it because I didnt cum, but nonetheless, the fear was there.
• Can you recognize how these beliefs or emotions get in the way of your relaxation? Can you let them go?--- good questions. letting go of beliefs can take some time.

I never knew about emission and the prostate

Have you noticed the muscle tension build up in your pelvis and your balls drawing up into your body before ejaculating?

definitely in the pelvis... no doubt at all about that.

In what circumstances have you found vajra suddenly less sensitive without cuming?

Hmm... I dont think that has ever happened...

The next time you enjoy self-pleasuring, pay attention to the list of signs that you're approaching orgasm. Do you notice the changes in your breath, heart rate, muscles, and testicles?

I think the tension in the groin/butt area is the biggest one for me... I've never noticed the drawing of the testicles against the body and techniques involving scrotal pull do not work for me.

]]> http://www.livingcosmos.org/2009/01/spemec-2/feed/ 0 http://www.livingcosmos.org/2009/01/spemec-lesson-2/ http://www.livingcosmos.org/2009/01/spemec-lesson-2/#comments Sat, 24 Jan 2009 18:31:21 +0000 donothing http://www.livingcosmos.org/?p=589 How do you feel about developing the foundation skills of RAMPER before you arrive at Orgasm Mastery?

well I really want orgasm mastery! and female sacred spot massage really worked for that... the shakti was just flowing... what a shame that I abused Silja... all she wanted was my love... that was all... and I wanted a spiritual partner instead ... what an idiot I was.

What worries do you have about this program that you can let go of?

Well, I'm worried that I cant regain my skills in this... but then again I suppose it just takes time.

Are you willing to stay with this program for the long haul?

well, thanks for asking, because I WANT MASTERY NOW!!! but it certainly makes my driving more useful --- instead of just driving, I'm working the pc muscle.

I have spent the last week using my 20 minute drive to/from work to do my PC flexes. Oftentimes I will pick out a road sign ahead and hold the PC muscle until I get to that sign, coordinating the inhale with the pull.
As far as practicing conscious breathing, I do a rebirthing breath, which is largely similar.

And yes, I have been noticing a correlation between mental tension and tightened breathing.
I do not keep count on the PC exercises, but if it is all I am doing over a 20-minute drive then I am easily doing 40.

I am ready to go milk a man of all his cock energy. Plenty of gay people with no idea how much precious energy they give up that way. Women I find draining... to be continued:

I WILL MILK YOU OF ALL YOUR MALE ENeRGY

I'm a rebirthing breather and I need male energy. I'm going to stroke your cock and caress your balls til I drain them of all the juice that I desire.

I need male energy. You want to give it up? I'm taking!

Let's meet in a safe public place like a gay bar or something... I'm new to gay and dont really know the places here.

I'm a rebirthing breather and I need male energy. I'm going to stroke your cock and caress your balls til I drain them of all the juice that I desire.

I need male energy. You want to give it up? I'm taking!

Let's meet in a safe public place like a gay bar or something... I'm new to gay and dont really know the places here.

Then as I drive, I will do a set of PC flexes.

I dont continue in the course until these two things are done.